September 6, 2008
I regret it now. I should have chosen to be with you that night. I can be with him any time. I didnít think that that would be the last chance Iíll get to have you by my side. I shouldnít be saying this now because the more I type these words the more they become clear to me and the more they sink down on me. Youíve burned the bridge. I couldnít get into you now. So this is how it feels when you desperately want to talk to someone who treats you like you donít exist.