September 13, 2008
It's just not easy for an educated guy my age to admit he has limited life experience living on his own. Somewhere, something went terribly wrong with the way I viewed things and I often imagine how easy it would be to place the blame on others. I'm ashamed to admit that the actions I chose in the past have contributed to my dependency. I've always been a good kid, I tell myself foolheartedly. I don't deserve this. Then, my parent's don't deserve this. And regrettably then, nobody deserves this. These emotions just won't go away...so I write about details.