September 14, 2008
I stumbled upon your name in my phonebook. I was tempted to leave you a message. I wanted to talk to youójust some plain conversation to build our bridge again. For the last week I realized that Iím looking for him what Iíve lost in you. And honestly, I canít. This is what makes me more desperate. Iím not sure of what I want. No, I donít love you anymore. Itís just that I donít love him either. Perhaps I just like him but not anything deeper than admiration. It feels lonelier having somebody else in your place now.