September 19, 2008
I feel relaxed! Oh, thank the Lord, I feel like yelling at the top of my voice. Itís wonderful; Iím relaxed and donít feel like I could burst into tears at any given moment, and I donít contemplate lying down and wondering whether never waking up would be the best option. Sleep and red wine and making decisions may possibly be the best thing ever. I feel refreshed and not in the least bit like giving up and Iím excited again. Itís wonderful to enjoy all of this again; I think the past week or so was just a blip.