September 21, 2008
I was surprised to receive a message from you. I thought I was buried alive in your memory. You ask me how I was. I answered fine. It sounded fake. I ended the conversation because I know it will go nowhere. I donít want to betray him also. I am now learned enough to know when to stop. Why are you talking to me now? I donít want to hear anything about you. We canít be just friends. I am not ready yet. Maybe talk to me some other time. Or just call me when youíre feeling lonely.