September 27, 2008
Itís funny how I have been trying to shut you down to keep me from feeling lonely when it was you that I needed all along. For some reasons, I felt a burden was lifted from my chest when I got the chance to converse with you. I felt suddenly happy. I know it is still you. I have been running away just to find myself crawling back in your shadows. At the end of the day youíre still the home I shelter myself. Not that I want you back, maybe just some longing of the good bygone days.