September 24, 2008
I was glad you still know me. Iím still the girl you left in pieces, only a bit smarter but not quite better. How about you? I forgot to ask, I wonít bother either. I care for you but it would just be better for me to know nothing about you. Sometimes it still hurts. Sometimes I still cry. I miss you my dear downfall, my sweetest mistake. I just hope you are happy now and I hope you want the same for me. Someday time will make it easier for me. Until then I just have to be patient.