September 17, 2008
I canít concentrate! It irritates me that I canít focus on the things I should be doing. My mind seems to float among the clouds. Without the mind, one cannot move. My mind is not strong enough to manipulate my body. Iím quite distracted with my new found addiction and it isnít going to fade easily. Recently I grew fanatical with nonexistent things. You could say that Iím living in my own fantasies. I am just really sick of the real world you know. The world of fiction is less cruel and more accommodating for me.