September 25, 2008
I havenít been good enough at anything my entire life. Maybe except for one thing, Iím good at sucking. No double meaning please. Sure there are people who found me appealing or attractive or whatsoever, but really Iím just someone typical. Maybe among the typical ones, Iím among the attractive onesóstill typical. None would try to take a second look. I have never been good enough to somebody. They come and leave like Iím just a display mannequin. Pretty but worthless. Even at sports, arts or academics, I donít have something to distinguish me as someone outstanding and promising.