February 11, 2005
Sometimes, I feel like there are decisions that I cannot make, regarding my own life. And even if I try - the answer has been already given, and if I think that I'm standing on a crossroads - I am wrong,I am much further on. "The timing connection"between the question asked and answer given is rarely precise enough to match the timing of real live. The choice can be made consciously in rare cases, when the connection is being made in the current second. This way spontaneous people have better chances to be true and honest with themselves.