February 21, 2005
It's such a boring month. Nothing seems to be happening! Nothing moves and I am close to give up. Because of the wonderful weather instead of going out I spent the night at home reading Russian history from the vikings to... well, I didn't get much further, but I was always suspicious about my blood content: I don't look so russian, but I definitely look german or sweden, I guess a thousand years ago my distant ancestors were the Normans. We came from the North. That's why my soul is irreparably pagan. Gods of nature whisper their secrets to me.