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February 19, 2005
Thought about it. I definitely did. If I weren't so afraid of the pain, I might have done it, too. Death doesn't scare me. Pain, on the other hand, destroys my ability to live. I wake up every day of this life in serious emotional pain. It floors me from morning til night. I don't know where it comes from. Can anyone pinpoint exactly?

Yes, I know that I should probably do something about it. What? Get a job or buy a fish? A stranger once told me I looked like I should get some psychological help. A fucking stranger.