March 22, 2009
I dreamt that I killed him; that I murdered him out of cold blood because he was L and he didn’t want to stop Kira. He had a fat girlfriend and she didn’t think that it was a big deal, so I slapped her and said, “If L doesn’t save the world, who will?” I don’t know why he was L or why it mattered so much to me, because I’ve always supported Kira and I always thought that Light should win. He always liked L more, though; hated Light, if I remember correctly. I didn’t want him to lie.