May 10, 2009
But what does that mean to everyone else? It means I’m annoying as hell. I know I am because I’ve been on the other side of it. Everyone else says—"Who are you? Where’d you go? Are you sure you should lose yourself in him this way? Be careful." And I understand. But now I’m saying: I was wrong when I was on the other side. Yes, I should absolutely give this my all, my best. Yes, he makes me better, more creative, more secure, happier, and loved, and every minute is totally worth what feels like some temporary insanity.