June 9, 2009
Kingdom Come
When his kingdom comes, I wonder if I will be ready. I am trying to go back to a pure state, like I was in when I was fifteen, before I met James and got royally screwed up. I hate how much love can screw you over. I hate how you are so in love, but in the end, you know that it’s not right at all and you shouldn’t be in love with this person. That’s why I’m afraid of love. I never want to fall in love again because I’m afraid of how it will end.
When his kingdom comes, I wonder if I will be ready. I am trying to go back to a pure state, like I was in when I was fifteen, before I met James and got royally screwed up. I hate how much love can screw you over. I hate how you are so in love, but in the end, you know that it’s not right at all and you shouldn’t be in love with this person. That’s why I’m afraid of love. I never want to fall in love again because I’m afraid of how it will end.