June 17, 2009
Lachrymose
Nothing seemed to be working anymore. Nothing I did had any effect on the situation. I lost her. She’s gone. X has her, and because of that, my darkness is back. Every bit of the darkness I used to have in sixth grade is back, and I am reminded of Cain with every step I take. That character was a product of our mutual anger, a product of our sadness. I’d love to have her back, but if she’s going to be with X, then fine. She will be sorry in a little while. I will have moved on.
Nothing seemed to be working anymore. Nothing I did had any effect on the situation. I lost her. She’s gone. X has her, and because of that, my darkness is back. Every bit of the darkness I used to have in sixth grade is back, and I am reminded of Cain with every step I take. That character was a product of our mutual anger, a product of our sadness. I’d love to have her back, but if she’s going to be with X, then fine. She will be sorry in a little while. I will have moved on.