August 11, 2009
Misfortune
I feel like losing Vince was a misfortune, but in a way it was the best thing to happen to me. I've got X now, and truthfully, he's all I wanted. I can tell I am the same for him, but he's holding something back. I wonder if he'll ever tell me what it is. He has to, eventually. He's got to love me enough to trust me with everything in his life: the good things and the misfortunes. Dating X feels like a flashback to the eighth grade, but it feels like home.
I feel like losing Vince was a misfortune, but in a way it was the best thing to happen to me. I've got X now, and truthfully, he's all I wanted. I can tell I am the same for him, but he's holding something back. I wonder if he'll ever tell me what it is. He has to, eventually. He's got to love me enough to trust me with everything in his life: the good things and the misfortunes. Dating X feels like a flashback to the eighth grade, but it feels like home.
