September 20, 2009
I never start what I finish. I meander around in circles wondering why I have no motivation. But I am motivated, I am, only not to do what I'm supposed to do or what I should do but what I want to do, and then only when I want to do it. Perhaps that is just a lazy person's excuse for not doing things, that they don't want to but for me, it is the best and only reason not to do something. If I acted for any other reason than whim, then it would be obligation. I hate obligation.