an old fling is trying to come back into my life. he's being very sweet. i relate to him completely. it makes me feel bad because i already have a boyfriend. a boyfriend who i thought was perfect for me until i found out he doesn't want to spend any time. a negligent boyfriend. like the boyfriend before that. things tend to come in twos for me. like in triage today i had two flu symptoms who i thought were bullshit til i found out they were tachycardic. back to back. and two pediatric kidney stones right in a row.