January 19, 2010
I had to stop what I was doing today and do a double-take. Is this really happening to me again? What did I fail to learn from my last seizure that I must learn from the one yesterday? Is there really anything to learn? Has my growth over the last couple months not pleased God enough? Why I ponder over the latter question probably has to do with my Christian upbringing because I'm agnostic now. However, regardless of my reigious affiliation or how hard it is to accept, I'm simply not as young as I used to be anymore.