February 19, 2010
I drove to work and today on my own, grasping that layer of independence again with uncertainty. If I remain seizure free, I will be driving more frequently, but, like the aftermath of a job interview, I don't want to get my hopes up too high. I think I did this today, observing other employees higher up the totem pole as if doing so would give me the code to the combination lock known as my career. I rang someone up for five flourescents instead of four. I need a fresh perspective without losing my job...I need a transfer.