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October 4, 2010
I started to change right after my ex-husband declared his love for Janice. I withdrew. I had given up my college teaching position to move with him to Wisconsin, so I didn't have the outlet of work friends, and I knew no one in our building. My ex's daily tirades left me feeling worthless, small, and dirty, and I eventually stopped going to church because my ever-lowering self-esteem made me embarrassed to be around others. With no friends and no outlet, I turned to the Internet, to chat rooms, for support -- a move that would change everything.