September 4, 2010
He contacted me today. My ex fiance. I don't know what to tell him anymore. I want to be his friend, but after four years together he refuses to accept that as a possibility. I have moved on with my life. He refuses to do that. He is dying. And the more I push him off, the quicker he is trying to make his death a reality. I don't want it to be like this. The fact that there is no longer an "us" to me and him tears the hole in his heart a little more. Is this mutual?