September 11, 2010
I'm half tempted to stop at September 29th. My words will never be published and my secrets will never be told. These 3000 words this month would no longer have meaning to me. No purpose. Why would I put myself through this self discovery for nothing? Fear? Not worth being afraid. I still have not decided whether or not I want my thoughts to be known, but I am only on day 11. I might not even finish this in time. We will see. Until then, I will continue writing in hopes that it will help me. I need this.