If I get accepted for this counselor position, I think I have to go for it. It would be as much of a boot camp for me as for the kids. I would have to make some sacrifices in terms of not eating organic food, not having time for my projects, not having time for sports I like. The very thought of all those sacrifices is daunting. I would also be gaining a once in a lifetime experience. I doubt I would ever do this again, once (if) I get accepted into grad school, the next stage of my life.