I need a plan, a formula, a list. Actually many lists. Good things and Bad things about my life and how I shall change the Bad into Good. Like a magic fairy, only real life isn’t like all those stories you read as a child. Sometimes I long for that limitless optimism that we all have before age and time and other people erode it from us. Is it possible to believe that you can do anything you want to do when all the baggage you have collected on your life journey keep crowding out the hope? Never give up.