January 9, 2007
I have sacrificed a lifetime, let go of contact with this world, burned down all mi wishes, castrated everyone I adored and respected, fired everyone I owned, got mi freedom when I yearned for slavery, enlisted mi past for Congo and forgot who I was. Now that Iím left with a dual past, an incapable present, and an unrewarding future, I see no goddess and I see no princess makes me think what did I sacrifice all of it for when she wasnít gonna be here anyways. Well. Iím okay with it, all in the name of love.