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January 15, 2011
I never blamed you for her death, I swear. I was angry and resentful, but I never blamed you. Please understand that when my mother died, my world ended. I was 14 years old and I had just lost the only grown up I could trust.

I felt so alone! She had abandoned me, and it felt as if you had abandoned me too. Yes, it took me many years to speak to you again because I was so angry, but I knew it wasn't your fault that she had died. I always knew that.

Please forgive me, God. Amen.