I can’t believe I’m setting up tennis dates when I don’t even have a stable living situation right now. But what can I do? I only hope that partaking in something I enjoy will alleviate some of the stress in my life. Being in a relationship might not be bad. That is, having someone for now; something simple, fairly innocent, casual. And those could be my fatal last remarks.

Ha. I think I have things under control. I always think that I can handle whatever comes up. It’s all experience, after all. Everything becomes water under the bridge. Eventually, inevitably.