Being a virgin at 23 is just difficult. The guy I’m dating was surprised when I told him, actually chuckled in disbelief. I was offended. He said he would wait and things would happen at my own pace.

Last night, he proved to be loosing his patience.  We were snogging and he insisted a couple of times we could just get the whole thing over with. It was uncomfortable, embarrassing and, well, scary. I don’t think he understands why I haven’t done it. Sex for me is the ultimate abandonment of self. It’s a proof of unyielding trust in someone.