So yesterday...I reread it and I'm a bit ashamed, I sound soooo selfish!

I think is just that he is not the guy for me. I think I won't mind sharing my time and thinking about someone else 'all the freaking time' when I really like the guy, when I'm really comfortable with him. I guess that's why part of me has always thought I'd end up marrying a guy who's been my friend.

I do have a guyfriend who I don't think I'd mind thinking about all the time and sharing my time with. Only a distant possibility.