So I bought something 'expensive'. I bough a sewing machine.

My mission for the following months will be to actually use it. I'll see what I can do. I have this Bridget Jones' moment in which I'm like having a feeling I'll be a genius in the sewing machine.

I want to believe I can make myself a super master of the sewing machine. I want to do it. I want a distraction, a big hobby.

I want to keep my mind of useless things, I want to keep myself relaxed and focused. I want to surprise myself this time.