October 10, 2011
Stupid insomnia. How can I possibly be wide awake at midnight after all of 4 hours of sleep last night? Even drinking a whole bottle of wine did nothing to get me into bed at an appropriate time. I don't know what I am always so afraid of - it's my bed, and it's safe, but it seems like I'm always trying to extend the day. As if I could simply stay up indefinitely and never have to move on with the responsibilities that I have. But time doesn't stop and I just end up exhausted. You'd think that I'd learn.