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December 31, 2011
Happy birthday.†

†I didnít expect a reply. I can apologize for the pain I caused you and for where we ended up but we both know Iím not sorry for banishing you from my life. Itís what I had to do to be OK with myself. I know you were there for me for years, I know I tried to be there for you, too, but I couldnít handle the emotional manipulation anymore, the tears, the feeling that somehow someway I did something to make you feel all of that hurt coming up your throat and streaming down your face.†