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December 28, 2011

This is too much. Sitting here, listening to you two whisper and giggle and gasp, watching you flash your longing, piercing glances past me and straight at her. Couldnít things go my way, just this once? I know I donít exactly make my own situation easier, but do you really have to do this here, now, and do I really have to be such a masochistic coward as to continue listening and watching? †

Everything was easier when I didnít let myself think for even a moment that maybe one day things might actually work out. I want my hopelessness back.†