I really made a mess of my August words. There are huge gaps where I just didn’t post. I guess falling into a temporary depression will do that. I’ve been better in Septemeber Once I got August fixed I can focus on September. I can’t belive how badly I‘ve screwed it up. I was soo on top of my game and now. I just blew it up.

Ori’s party was fun. As usually I drifted around. In and out of various conversations I didn’t start. These were not my friends. Not that they weren’t nice people just didn’t feel comfortable.