January 23, 2013
I'm afraid that you will turn away and it will be because of something I have no control of. A sentence that didn't sit well, an off-hand comment, a moment of stupidity or arrogance. I fear that if I tell you these things you will let go. What if you are not even holding on to anything? "I am afraid of the future." I have decided today not to tell you a lot of things. I have decided, there is no point predicting what will happen. I have decided, if you turn away, then that's what's meant to happen.