April 6, 2013
It's Saturday again. I woke up thinking of you and trying to not think of you. Believe me, it's getting easier now. So easy, in fact, that I can revert to un-trying because I know I can try as easily again. It's become an autopilot act that it's now losing sense. A friend told me to "Go for the kill." He said this in response to my question "How do I tell him the things I want to tell him without revealing my feelings?" Which is kind of a stupid question, yeah? My friend's right, of course. Kill it.