April 12, 2013
As much as I love weekends now, I can't ignore the fact that they are quite harsh reminders that you and I are not going to go any further. This is it. Plateau. I keep deciding to stop obsessing about you but I keep reverting to doing just that. It's been more than a year since "this" began and I just hope that tomorrow when I wake up it will all feel better. At work today: I am so slow to understand what should be such basic stuff. Or maybe I am being hard on myself. I hope Monday cancels.