The writing feels strange and awkward without the laptop. Well, it has felt strange and awkward since the seizures. To be honest typing has felt strange and awkward since then. It has always been strange …well everything has been strange for a while now and I am not sure but it is like I have been in a fog for a long time. I know I keep using the word…well the word “confused keeps coming up. The word “clarity” seems to be particularly meaningful to me. There is something I cannot quite put my finger on here. Something not right.