I’m thinking maybe I will get up and go close that blind.  I’ll just have to lean over her a little.  It makes me feel queasy exposing my belly to her that way.  I’m thinking maybe I will get lucky and she will only want money but then I realize I don’t have any money and won’t have any money until Wednesday.  She will never believe me and that will just make her mad.  It’s not that she will hurt me in any real way, well, not that anyone will see immediately… that sun is burning holes in my retinas.