May 14, 2013
I would like to, for one whole day, just write. Force myself if need be, as past experience already informs me that I am lazy. I think about the task at hand, spend more time than is necessary thinking about it than actually starting to do it, in the process convincing myself that I don't have to do it now. Five years later and I still haven't done it, but sure enough I am still going to think about it. Think, think, think. I lack the discipline to just up and do something because I worry way, way too much.