June 10, 2013
I feel that something unexpected is about to happen. You will ask: Well, isn't everything that happens unexpected? I will answer: Yah but this one is big. And you know what? My biggest concern is if I will be wearing the proper underwear if and when it happens. Would I even care? And how much, how long would I hate myself for not being prepared enough to prevent it from happening. Sometimes I think it's easier to resort to self-hate instead of correcting my wrongs. Sometimes I'm such a horrible person. I want to be ready when pain comes.