June 14, 2013
Still struggling to overcome ego, entitlement and expectations. A good chunk of my life has been dedicated to feeding these 3 Es that another good chunk goes to regretting time lost. Right now I feel that I've got to maximize time but I just end up lounging in bed not wanting to start the day because I dread that if I do, it will inevitably lead to its ending which is just my roundabout way of saying that god I waste so much time worrying, being scared. Something is telling me to run towards it and say: Let's do this.