July 6, 2013
Oh hey, Saturday! I love you! It's going to be hell at work this month, I can feel it. And I can already see myself gorging on junk food at midnight, crying inwardly because of stress. I am exaggerating. I am psyching myself to become numb and reactionless and stone-cold. To not take anything personally and to have the courage to just walk away from something that is potentially poisonous. Also, psyching myself to get up earlier and actually do something worthwhile, like maybe find a more suitable job, run, get better at driving, cook breakfast, clean the house.