August 5, 2013
I'm alternately deciding between not thinking of you and thinking of you. There are 548 different versions of this question in my head: Why are we not talking anymore? Also, have I ever been mean to you? I hope not. I am afraid (as usual) to make the first move because you have pushed me away too many times before. If only it's our default to do the right things, yeah? But who says what is right or wrong? It's different with everyone. I have a new crush at the office but I don't know his name. Better that way.