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August 12, 2013
I am trying to hold on to here, now. I always worry that something, someone is going to go away and that time will not be enough and that I will look back and realize I have wasted so many hours being nothing to someone, waiting for the perfect moment, believing that there is enough time. Move on, forward, don't look back. But what if we can look back and change what happened or did not happen? What if? Maybe the questions should be: Why not? Why not now? Why not me? I wish we did not have to sleep.