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August 15, 2013
I like this disposition, of not bothering whether or not you messaged me, of not allowing sadness or expectation dictate how I look at you, which is: as someone I still undeniably like so much. There are drama days, sure, when I would "decide" to let go of this "feeling" and move on with my life without hoping that someday you will notice me. I've said before that feelings can be decided, but I find that true feelings, those that seem to decide on their own to reside in our life for however long they like they can't be controlled.