August 30, 2013
Hey, Friday. I think today I will decide to think of this boy in this way: Someone who is there, just there. No expectations, no nothing. Do not change anyone, they say. Do not expect, do not be entitled, let go of that ego. I have to be certain that what I feel for him is sincere and not borne of some selfish motivation to be loved and given attention. I think about him all the time but is that a good yardstick of love. No? I agree. Thinking is different from doing but I digress. He is so beautiful.