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September 21, 2013
I'm feeling drained, but I didn't really use up my physical and mental resources today. Neither did I take a bath in the lukewarm springs of emotional melancholy. I don't understand. Perhaps I could put forward a handful of hypotheses, but not one would fit.

That aside, I think I found out (or maybe confirmed?) something about someone, but when I think of it, my mind tries to push it away. Like, it's telling me to stop thinking about it. And it gets my heart beating fast, and I get dizzy, and I just want to fall asleep and dream.